More than 10, 000 Sockeye Salmon

I recently lost my uncle. We buried him on this past Thursday, February 7th.

I've attended funerals before, and they're always very sad, but I'm really affected by the viewing of the casket and the music choice.

Just today I got a little teary eyed listening to "One Sweet Day" by Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men. Don't listen if you've lost someone recently. Seriously.

I think in the case of my uncle, what saddened me the most was watching my cousins say goodbye to their dad. I looked at my cousins, and then at their children. I can't imagine losing my dad and him never seeing me graduate university, get married, or have children. I'm actually getting a little choked up thinking about it right now.

This is getting sappy, but it's true. Life is so fragile; it really is a gift. Also, don't feel guilty - don't ever feel like you could've done something more, something that would have prevented your loved one's passing. All you can do is love your family and never be afraid to tell them.

In memory of Uncle Patty. We love you more than 10, 000 sockeye salmon.